Doodling and Using

Today was another mixed bag of emotions, as I attempted another day of tasks to get nearer to my destination. I am thinking as I go along ... 'How did that happen?' and 'Why did I do that?'

I used to be a perfectionist. Now I use images that are blurred or doodles to create an effect in my logs, to show how even that inspires this mind. To jog it into gear. A mind so scarred. I wonder of I do make sense at times. And of the world around me.